14. Tiṃsanipāto

1. Subhājīvakambavanikātherīgāthā

368.

Jīvakambavanaṃ rammaṃ, gacchantiṃ bhikkhuniṃ subhaṃ;

Dhuttako sannivāresi ², tamenaṃ abravī subhā.

369.

‘‘Kiṃ te aparādhitaṃ mayā, yaṃ maṃ ovariyāna tiṭṭhasi;

Na hi pabbajitāya āvuso, puriso samphusanāya kappati.

370.

‘‘Garuke mama satthusāsane, yā sikkhā sugatena desitā;

Parisuddhapadaṃ anaṅgaṇaṃ, kiṃ maṃ ovariyāna tiṭṭhasi.

371.

‘‘Āvilacitto anāvilaṃ, sarajo vītarajaṃ anaṅgaṇaṃ;

Sabbattha vimuttamānasaṃ, kiṃ maṃ ovariyāna tiṭṭhasi’’.

372.

‘‘Daharā ca apāpikā casi, kiṃ te pabbajjā karissati;

Nikkhipa kāsāyacīvaraṃ, ehi ramāma supupphite ⁴ vane.

373.

‘‘Madhurañca pavanti sabbaso, kusumarajena samuṭṭhitā dumā;

Paṭhamavasanto sukho utu, ehi ramāma supupphite vane.

374.

‘‘Kusumitasikharā ca pādapā, abhigajjantiva māluteritā;

Kā tuyhaṃ rati bhavissati, yadi ekā vanamogahissasi ⁶.

375.

‘‘Vāḷamigasaṅghasevitaṃ , kuñjaramattakareṇuloḷitaṃ;

Asahāyikā gantumicchasi, rahitaṃ bhiṃsanakaṃ mahāvanaṃ.

376.

‘‘Tapanīyakatāva dhītikā, vicarasi cittalateva accharā;

Kāsikasukhumehi vaggubhi, sobhasī suvasanehi nūpame.

377.

‘‘Ahaṃ tava vasānugo siyaṃ, yadi viharemase ⁸ kānanantare;

Na hi matthi tayā piyattaro, pāṇo kinnarimandalocane.

378.

‘‘Yadi me vacanaṃ karissasi, sukhitā ehi agāramāvasa;

Pāsādanivātavāsinī, parikammaṃ te karontu nāriyo.

379.

‘‘Kāsikasukhumāni dhāraya, abhiropehi ¹⁰ ca mālavaṇṇakaṃ;

Kañcanamaṇimuttakaṃ bahuṃ, vividhaṃ ābharaṇaṃ karomi te.

380.

‘‘Sudhotarajapacchadaṃ subhaṃ, goṇakatūlikasanthataṃ navaṃ;

Abhiruha sayanaṃ mahārahaṃ, candanamaṇḍitasāragandhikaṃ;

381.

‘‘Uppalaṃ cudakā samuggataṃ, yathā taṃ amanussasevitaṃ;

Evaṃ tvaṃ brahmacārinī, sakesaṅgesu jaraṃ gamissasi’’.

382.

‘‘Kiṃ te idha sārasammataṃ, kuṇapapūramhi susānavaḍḍhane;

Bhedanadhamme kaḷevare ¹², yaṃ disvā vimano udikkhasi’’.

383.

‘‘Akkhīni ca turiyāriva, kinnariyāriva pabbatantare;

Tava me nayanāni dakkhiya, bhiyyo kāmaratī pavaḍḍhati.

384.

‘‘Uppalasikharopamāni te, vimale hāṭakasannibhe mukhe;

Tava me nayanāni dakkhiya ¹⁴, bhiyyo kāmaguṇo pavaḍḍhati.

385.

‘‘Api dūragatā saramhase, āyatapamhe visuddhadassane;

Na hi matthi tayā piyattarā, nayanā kinnarimandalocane’’.

386.

‘‘Apathena payātumicchasi, candaṃ kīḷanakaṃ gavesasi;

Meruṃ laṅghetumicchasi, yo tvaṃ buddhasutaṃ maggayasi.

387.

‘‘Natthi hi loke sadevake, rāgo yatthapi dāni me siyā;

Napi naṃ jānāmi kīriso, atha maggena hato samūlako.

388.

‘‘Iṅgālakuyāva ¹⁷ ujjhito, visapattoriva aggito kato ¹⁸;

Napi naṃ passāmi kīriso, atha maggena hato samūlako.

389.

‘‘Yassā siyā apaccavekkhitaṃ, satthā vā anupāsito siyā;

Tvaṃ tādisikaṃ palobhaya, jānantiṃ so imaṃ vihaññasi.

390.

‘‘Mayhañhi akkuṭṭhavandite, sukhadukkhe ca satī upaṭṭhitā;

Saṅkhatamasubhanti jāniya, sabbattheva mano na limpati.

391.

‘‘Sāhaṃ sugatassa sāvikā, maggaṭṭhaṅgikayānayāyinī;

Uddhaṭasallā anāsavā, suññāgāragatā ramāmahaṃ.

392.

‘‘Diṭṭhā hi mayā sucittitā, sombhā dārukapillakāni vā;

Tantīhi ca khīlakehi ca, vinibaddhā vividhaṃ panaccakā.

393.

‘‘Tamhuddhaṭe tantikhīlake, vissaṭṭhe vikale parikrite ²⁰;

Na vindeyya khaṇḍaso kate, kimhi tattha manaṃ nivesaye.

394.

‘‘Tathūpamā dehakāni maṃ, tehi dhammehi vinā na vattanti;

Dhammehi vinā na vattati, kimhi tattha manaṃ nivesaye.

395.

‘‘Yathā haritālena makkhitaṃ, addasa cittikaṃ bhittiyā kataṃ;

Tamhi te viparītadassanaṃ, saññā mānusikā niratthikā.

396.

‘‘Māyaṃ viya aggato kataṃ, supinanteva suvaṇṇapādapaṃ;

Upagacchasi andha rittakaṃ, janamajjheriva rupparūpakaṃ ²².

397.

‘‘Vaṭṭaniriva koṭarohitā, majjhe pubbuḷakā saassukā;

Pīḷakoḷikā cettha jāyati, vividhā cakkhuvidhā ca piṇḍitā’’.

398.

Uppāṭiya cārudassanā, na ca pajjittha asaṅgamānasā;

‘‘Handa te cakkhuṃ harassu taṃ’’, tassa narassa adāsi tāvade.

399.

Tassa ca viramāsi tāvade, rāgo tattha khamāpayī ca naṃ;

‘‘Sotthi siyā brahmacārinī, na puno edisakaṃ bhavissati’’.

400.

‘‘Āsādiya ²⁴ edisaṃ janaṃ, aggiṃ pajjalitaṃ va liṅgiya;

Gaṇhiya āsīvisaṃ viya, api nu sotthi siyā khamehi no’’.

401.

Muttā ca tato sā bhikkhunī, agamī buddhavarassa santikaṃ;

Passiya varapuññalakkhaṇaṃ, cakkhu āsi yathā purāṇakanti.

… Subhā jīvakambavanikā therī….

Tiṃsanipāto niṭṭhito.